The Right Ears

I feel like I desperately need someone I can talk to whenever to ramble on about my relationship problems and work through this tangled knot...
I just don't know who to talk to. I don't know who to ask. I don't know who... who shares my views on emotional responsibility and has their shit together enough to offer me the patience and helpful advice that I will accept...
Sometimes it's everything I can do not to post as much on Facebook.
The usual people I might talk to about such things are... Not in the capacity to help in these matters right now, I think.

And maybe I'm just being too damn difficult... I mean, I can't expect one person to have all the answers... I just... I feel like I don't have anyone I can just talk to who will really understand...

Well, I feel like I just don't have anyone I can talk to lately in general. I mean, yeah, I can talk to Renee, but I can't talk to Renee to get better perspective about my problems with Renee.

This is a cry for help.
I will be very picky and difficult when you answer it. I apologize ahead of time.